I have been trying to fight this feeling of not wanting to be touched, by pretty much anyone. My poor DH has been really “in the mood” lately and I want nothing to do with it. I almost want to use the word “disgusted” and I am really not 100% sure why.
I think I have lost the understanding of sex should equal fun instead of word with a designated outcome. I don’t even want to engage in the act since I feel its futile. That’s not how it’s suppose to be! I love my husband, no matter how crazy he makes me sometimes, and love sex but I don’t even want to be touched in any romantic way possible. I need to be in a huge bubble where only the dogs can get to me.
I dont even know how to turn my thought process around and get a back in the mood <sigh> I hope this passes soon!