Even moving out of state, away from my mother, there is just no getting away from how she makes me feels.
First of all… Happy Father’s Day to all the dad’s out there!
This is just going to be a catch up post I guess. I finally got my period! After 45 days, it finally showed up but now I am miserable. Holy hell do I feel like I am losing my body weight in blood. TMI, I know but damn.
I am still doing well with the cleanse 🙂 I am on day 13 and have lost 13 pounds total! I am quite proud of myself and had some high hopes for working out more this week but I am not so sure how well that is going to work out with feeling so bloated and nasty.
I am regretting telling my mom about the whole TTC and problem thing. Everytime I talk to her, all she can talk about is what is going on with it and asking questions and me losing as much weight as possible and yadda, yadda, yadda. I went to visit some of my second cousins that I haven’t seen in a while and I was on the phone talking to her and she says “well do me a favor and try to look pretty”… Really? If I don’t already feel like shit that just made me feel worse. Like I would go in a potato sac or something? WTF?! Believe me, I wore dark jeans and nice black top and did my make-up and I was overdressed for the situation. Comments like that just make me feel worthless and do absolutely zero to my self esteem. Oh well. I am working on “looking pretty” it just may take me a little bit to get there.
Everything else is going pretty well. Nothing much else to report on. E thinks that the clomid is starting to help him, atleast with the testosterone, so thats a plus.