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Motherhood after Infertility and Parenting a child with ASD

I can’t believe it…


I am in total shock. I woke up at 1:15 having to pee so badly but didn’t want to because I didn’t want to test in the middle of the night. Well by 2:20 I couldn’t take it anymore and got up to test. The second line came up almost immediately but I didn’t believe it so I walked away and came back 4 minutes later. It’s not even a squinter!!!!!!!!!!


E had told me to not wake him up if this happened but I was crying and so happy I just couldn’t NOT wake him up! So right now he is trying to go back to sleep while I am not so patiently waiting to get ready for the RE’s office to open so I can go for my beta.


28 thoughts on “I can’t believe it…

  1. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!
    That is definitely not a squinter!!!! Haha I’m thrilled for you! Congratulations. Such fabulous news. 🙂 🙂

  2. Merry Christmas to you!!! Congrats!!! 🙂

  3. Oh yay! This is it! I’ve been dozing in bed but now I feel wide awake! Wow! Praise god! There is nothing more beautiful than that second line! Merry Christmas!

  4. CONGRATULATIONS! How exciting. What a wonderful Christmas present.

    • Thank you 🙂 I am cautiously excited… hopefully my beta number will be good and I will start to feel a little more relieved. Who am I kidding… I am going to be a ball of nerves the whole time lol

      • Lol, I’ve heard a lot of people say that the 2WW is nothing compared to the wait after a BFP and your first ultrasound! Best of luck with your wait!

  5. Wow…for once I was proven right that AF and pregnancy symptoms are so alike that there’s no point in reading into them. Congratulations!

  6. Congratulations! That is awesome awesome news!!! Nothing beats that second pink line… Especially after such a long wait!

  7. It IS your turn! Wow. I am so so happy for you. Hoping for great betas and a great beginning of an awesome pregnancy. 😀

  8. Congratulations! What a great start to the holiday season! I never would have been able to go back to sleep if I was you.

  9. CONGRATS! Thank you for sharing1

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