"Life's under no obligation to give us what we expect.”

Motherhood after Infertility and Parenting a child with ASD

Uneventful update


I haven’t written much lately because there is not a whole lot to write about. I still don’t really feel pregnant and it’s still driving me crazy. I have three indications:

1) I am having to eat all the time (the hunger is insane) or I get a little lightheaded and my tummy makes all kinds of crazy noises. Plus I get super grumpy if I dont eat. 

2) Falling asleep super fast. It use to take me between 2 and 3 hours to settle and fall asleep at night. Now? 15 minutes, tops.

3) Constant pregnancy tests. Yup. I am still taking them every couple days. 

Every now and then I will get a twinge, cramp or my boobs will be a little tender. The sandpaper nipples come and go but the past couple days they have been gone. Also, I guess this also counts, the past two nights I have had weird half asleep/half awake dreams.

I got so excited earlier this week when I was making meatloaf and the raw meat made me a little queasy but it went away as soon as I was done and I had no trouble at all eating the finished product LOL

My best friend was suppose to come visit this weekend and I was really looking forward to it as I needed the distraction but her little girl came down with croup and she doesn’t want to chance getting me sick which I totally appreciate. I have been lucky enough so far to not catch the bug that seems to be running rampant across the US right now but I am still sad. I miss her a lot and was really looking forward to seeing her. 

In 4 days, at this exact moment, E and I will be out to breakfast after our viability scan. Hopefully with big goofy smiles instead of teary eyes. Only 4 days. I can count that on one hand!! I hope E and I can find stuff to do this weekend to keep ourselves busy so it flies by but Monday is going to be the longest day of my life. I have no work meetings on the books to help pass the time or anything 😦 It’s ironic how one day I will wish time slowed down while right now I just want it to speed up!!!

I hope everyone has an amazing weekend!!

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