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Motherhood after Infertility and Parenting a child with ASD

6 Months!



6 months. It has been 6 long and short months since you entered my life and this big world. 6 months of crying (from both you and me), constant feedings, diaper changes, and late nights but that all fails in comparison to the smiles and laughs you so willingly give during baths, when we read books, when you explore and learn new thing, or when mommy or daddy does something that you think is just hilarious. I love you more than words can express. When I think of trying to explain what I feel for you my heart aches and there is just nothing that I can say that would fully encompass it.

You have grown and learned so many new things these last few months. You rolled from your back to your belly at 4 months and started sitting unassisted at 4 and a half months… We just couldn’t believe our eyes when that started happening. You were just so little! Then, you started actively walking while holding onto our hands at 5 and a half months (on Valentine’s Day).  My favorite part of February, by far, was when you started reaching for me. Just after Valentine’s Day it happened and I still get butterflies in my tummy when those little hands stretch as hard as they can go to get to me. Last week you started being able to support yourself while up on your knees. Crawling is imminent although I still believe you will walk before you crawl since that is your favorite thing to do! You just love keeping us on our toes; I know baby proofing is right around the corner for us.

I think your favorite part of the day is when daddy makes you fly from your room to the bathtub. The smile on your face when that happens is just priceless!

We started solid foods when you were just over 5 months and boy do you love it! Oatmeal was first and it was like you had been eating solids your whole life already. We quickly moved on to veggies and we have yet to find one refuse to eat! So far you have had: avocado, peas, carrots, sweet potatoes, green beans and squash. Your least favorite is green beans but if I pair it with a few bites of applesauce in between you willingly chomp away. You also LOVE mummums… those crackers are just the best because you can feed them to yourself which you love doing.

Also, just last week, you started sleeping more. Thank goodness! I was really running low on energy from the lack of sleep. You started loving soft fleece blankets and cuddling with them during naps. I am still a little too nervous to give you a blanket at night but in a few weeks I think that will change.

You experienced your first feel of snow (2/24/15) and you were very unsure about it. It’s such an amazing thing to watch you experience something new; you look at it with your eyebrows drawn tight and your face takes on such a quizzical look. I would do anything to know what you are thinking when your face looks like that. It would be so interesting to know how you are processing a new face, new feel, or new touch.

I find myself looking forward to the next new thing you will do or master while still trying to savor every piece of you being small. I notice how you are already so long that cradling you isn’t much of an option but when you do relax a little while I am rocking you before a nap and you look at me with those huge handsome eyes that I never want you to outgrow that moment. I want to bottle it up and never lose it.

Ill end this with a line from your favorite book right now; “You are my angel, my darling, my star and my love will find you wherever you are.” Happy half year birthday, handsome boy.

I love you,


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3 thoughts on “6 Months!

  1. Wow six months already! He’s so cute!

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