One week until our first RE appointment for baby number 2. E is going for his semen analysis today in hopes that we will have the results back by the time of my appointment. So much is swirling through my mind…
- How are his SA numbers going to look? Will they be as bad as the first time around? Would they be BETTER? It takes about 2 months to see a change in sperm if something is wrong… that wait would be hell if nothing else stands in our way.
- What will the doctor say about me? What sort of testing am I going to have to go through again?
- Could I be pregnant naturally? CD 32 will fall on my appointment day and the past 2-3 days I have had so much lower belly fullness, slight crampy feelings and increased urination. Of course once I feel a tiny bit of something I think that there is a possibility and I am sure my mind conjures these real-life symptoms just to fuck with me.
I have said in the past that I am no where near as nervous about TTC this time around just because I know what to expect but now that my appointment is just a week away, the nerves are starting to emerge.