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Motherhood after Infertility and Parenting a child with ASD

Well… 13DPIUI #5 for Baby #2


Well as predicted I woke up at 3:30 this morning having to pee. I had prepared myself by putting my FRER on the back of the toilet so it was ready and waiting for me whenever I woke up. I didn’t want to get out of bed I was so fucking nervous…

I waited about 5 minutes when I just couldn’t take it any longer and got up. I peed and set the test down behind me as soon as I saw it was moving across the test window, I didn’t want to watch it. I was smart and brought my phone with me so the 3 minutes, which felt like a lifetime, didn’t take as long playing Toy Blast.

The three minutes was up. I walked over to the test and immediately saw one dark line. I almost started crying and then I picked the test up. Wait? Is that a line? I let my eyes focus and sure as shit… there’s a second fucking line! It’s no where near as dark as the test I took with G but it’s definitely there. A pink beautiful little line.

I ran back into the bedroom and woke E up, not gracefully either. I jumped on the bed and just said “it’s positive” quite loudly. He woke up and just said “really?!” And enveloped me in a big hug while I cried happy tears. He wanted to see for himself so we spent the next 5 minutes in the bathroom analyzing the line and both saying that we won’t feel comfortable until we get both beta tests to make sure it’s doubling appropriately. I’m really hoping my dr can get me in for a beta today. I may die if I have to wait until Monday!

Oh my god… I can’t fucking believe it! 

14 thoughts on “Well… 13DPIUI #5 for Baby #2

  1. I literally cried happy tears for you! Congrats!!! Can’t wait to hear the beta results. 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕

  2. That is a great line for 13dpiui !!! Congrats! XO

  3. oh my goodness! I’m so happy for you!! So exciting! Hoping and praying you will get a strong beta!

  4. Congrats!! I just had a feeling it would be positive. I think that’s a good line! But totally feel you on needing the 2 betas to confirm and reassure. Keep growing, baby!!

  5. CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES, COME ON!!! woohoo i am so excited for you!!

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